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Okay - so you know how on tv shows people are always like..."yea, I…

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Okay - so you know how on tv shows people are always like..."yea, I lost a bunch of weight and then put it back on and then some..." Well, I didn't understand what they meant until RIGHT now. Things have been going really well with my weight loss, I have been hovering in a 5 pound range that puts me close to my initial goal of losing 50 pounds. It was allowing me to eat healthy during the week and then pig out with Sean on the weekend - plus throw in an exercise activity or two. My sister came into town for a visit last week and all hell broke loose. I've gained six pounds, and my weekend splurges have started turning into every day lack of will-power. There isn't one day this week that I haven't had at least one unhealthy thing. In fact, I just had an ice cream cone with chocolate/marshmallow ice cream....ahhhh!!!!

To make matters worse, Sean and I have planned to go to funddruckers tomorrow to pig out since he's going out of town this weekend for his best friend's bachelor party. I just want to curl into a cave filled with salad and not emerge until I weigh 10 pounds less than I do now. I feel sort of trapped by the weight gain, that I feel like it's just going to keep creeping up. Plus, I'm due for my period this weekend, which is probably adding to all of it.

I think what I need to do is not step on a scale for a week and starting AFTER Fuddruckers start over. I need to have a heart to heart with Jesus about discipline, start logging all of my food in sparkpeople again, and try to stick to a 1500 calorie diet. I went to the gym twice this week which was good - but not enough, especially considering that I ate an inordinate amount of junk food. Crap!

Anyways... the point is, I need to get with it before I gain all my weight back and THEN SOME!

Thanks for listening. I'm thinking of changing my name to "Fatty McEatsalot."

-Sara
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